Do we allow Life to bring us back to life?




       
True spirituality engages with life. I am suspicious of any path that despises the world and devalues the senses. The senses have their functions. But, they are not ends in themselves but means to  higher levels of experience. Accordingly, to be fully human is to be divine. 
       
Hence, if we want to grow spiritually, we have to be come back to our senses. We have to see clearly, listen attentively, taste slowly and feel intensely. They are doorways to a deeper experience of life.
         
Take for an example, water. Is it absurd to be amazed at how water flows? How it tastes? How it is wet? How it escapes from our hands as it washes away the dirt? Do we allow ourselves to be captivated by it? As we touch water, do we allow water to touch us?
       
Do we allow life to touch us? To see us? To listen to us? To taste us? 
       
Do we allow Life to bring us back to life?


So, do you think you can dance?


According to Sadhguru, Shiva, the first yogi, had walked the earth over 15 thousand years ago. But, the counter position states that Shiva is not a historical figure. 

A debate on it is not necessary for me to understand that there is such a thing as Primordial energy. In dance, the primordial can be experienced. Quite interestingly, there's the Nataraj, Shiva and the cosmic dance. If Shiva is considered primordial, then he is not strange to me. 

In my early years, I was into choreographed dances. I had lots of fun. Later on, I had the taste of free movement dance, an encounter with the deepest self. It was a primordial experience. Since then, I have conducted Free Movement dance sessions with students and close friends.

It is said that in dance, we let our energy flow. Yes. But there's more. For, in dance we are IN the Flow. It is said that in dance, we express ourselves. Yes. But there's more. For, in dance something greater than ourselves finds expression... in and through us. In dance, we transcend the body and encounter the primordial, that which connects us to everything and where everything finds its place. 

Dance is meditation.


  
Breath becomes eternal...
Prana vibrates..
May Adiyogi descend upon me
Mince my existence
and let it break into pieces
Let me be absolute
And now let me be whole


My Encounter

I was introduced to Sadhguru by my husband who showed me a video of him on YouTube more than five years ago. Since, my interest revolves around psycho-spirituality, among others, I became impressed with the way he erases the dichotomy between spirituality and science. He knows so much. Not the kind of knowledge that is heavy or burdening, like the yoke of an oxen. Or, that kind that makes your brain explode. His knowledge frees because it does not come from the kind of knowledge that the world understands it to be. His knowledge is quality, not quantity. His knowledge is energy not rote memory or stored up facts (though it's obvious that reads a lot). At least, that's how I perceive it to be.

In the years that came after that first encounter, I would bump into Sadhguru once in while, in one way or the other. I'd listen to his talks and all. My interest in him increased all the more when he spoke of "Inner Engineering" and when his book came out in 2016. It was also my husband who got me the book along with "Mystics and Mistakes". It is good to mention that my husband is not at all interested in spirituality, but it it is through him that I got to know Sadhguru and to get these books. Life moves in unexpected ways.

Why the attraction to Sadhguru? Those who know me wouldn't be surprised. At any rate, I found Inner Engineering most interestingly practical and other one, whimsically enlightening.

When Sadhguru was preparing for the Maha Shivaratri 2018 and I saw last year's event in 2018 promo vids, an event that didn't cross my path, I got swept off my feet by the song Adiyogi composed by Kailash Kher and written by Prasoon Joshi. The power of  music! Things took a serious turn. It was sort of like I was a piece of paper, helplessly sucked in by a vacuum cleaner. Vacuum... isn't that interesting? The whole experience was utterly beyond words. As I listened to this song, images would subtly appear and fade away. One time, my mind took me to Sadhguru's rock at Chamundi Hill. First, I googled images to see "The Spot" because I have not seen the place, not once, in picture or in real. Because of this inner experience, I've been moved to create this page and I titled it as such.


Indeed, in all of us, we have that special spot where we can transcend time and space and from where we connect to all animate or inanimate things. Sadhguru's spot at Chamundi Hill can be found within us all. And most certainly, he invites us to sit there in union with him and from there expand ourselves far and wide, encompassing and loving all that there IS.